Looks like i'm back

Hey, seems like i'm on here again. I dont know how i ended up back here but none the less a few things have changed since i last posted. Where to start?

1. Schooling is done.
   
2. I work for future shop as a home theater installation specialist. Been part of that for about 1.5 months now.
   
3. Cortney and i are no longer, we had our differences, and things just died out.
   

I guess i can look at it as so closes one chapter of my life and another one is just beginning. Tomorrow i'm actually getting together with an old friend i lost contact with. Been kinda excited about it for 2 days now... cant think of anything else but that right now. We'll see how it goes... it sounded like she was very excited to be in contact with me. Lets hope all goes well, i dont really know what to expect. We are going to the movies, so at least theres a bit of stress of my chest. During a movie the initial pressure of having to hold a conversation for a few hours is not there. It lets me build up the confidence and ability to know what i can and can not say. Oh well, take it easy.

Hey Again!!

Hey, no i can say its been a really long time... almost forgot about this whole thing till i was looking for an image hosting site and found one that i had used to host images i have in the blog... oh well, i really cant report anything new expect cort and i are living together now in peterborough with matt and diana. Cort goes to trent while i'm still in fleming, although i did change from CTY to HBA now. other then that i really cant think of anything new.

so enjoy

long time no see

wow, its realyl been a long time since i've been on here. i dont know if i have a positive or a negative post, it seems rather neutral. kinda like alot of things right now, cortney and i have our ups and downs but i couldn't ask for a better person. School finished last week on thursday and i'm home for the christmas break. spending alot of time with cortney, some time with my family and no time with anyone else. I started working for mercedes-benz again on friday. They've got me uploading and updating the collection website. We just had a potluck lunch, was pretty good. i'm kinda thirsty, i think once things calm down in the lunch room i'll go in and get me something to drink. I cant believe that i still have christmas shopping to do, well actually i half expected it, i knew i wouldn't do it till the last minute. oh well i just need to get my mom something and cortney two more things. I want to get cortney a bear really badly just cuz i think they are so cute and have so much meaning because she can sleep with them and hold them close when i'm not around. I'm also getting her a bambo plant with 3 stocks. new years is coming up, i'm so looking forward to that... not just cuz i'll be spending the night with cortney and she'll be staying in my bed but cuz it'll be the first party we've had at the apartment and to me thats kinda a proud moment cuz its kinda of a sign that we're becoming more independant and growing up... i laugh at all the old group cuz they can only drink when they have the house to them selfs and their parents aren't home but we have a place to our selves all the time with no parents to frown upon it. when i get back up there i want to run a cord for my ps2 so i can play online, i saw a commercial for a game called killzone and it looks great... things are going quite well for me right now... i have high marks in school, got my own place, my own computer, my own car, a great girlfriend, the only thing is i dont have money but i have a job for a couple days so i'll have money for alittle while now. anyways i might post again soon depends on how much time i have on the computer. anyways cya...

college

well then schools been going on for about a week now, and i think that these are gonna be some of the best times of my life yet, just cuz i'm actually injoining it. the atmosphere is so much different from highschool. i dont know things just seem so much easier and i couldn't be happy with corteny.. well maybe if i was with her all the time.. but things are ok i see her about once a week for a night or sometimes for 3 days... depened on if shes at the trailor or not. anyways thats enough posting for now.

Wow...

It's almost been a month since i last posted, well i mean what can i say things are going really great... i couldn't be happier, well yes i can, if i wasn't here at school i could be at home with cortney... oh well i mean shes gonna be up here next year for schooling and were gonna live together and its gonna be so wonderful. i can hardly wait. anyways i'm saure your dying to know how school is going.. well its going ok my classes dont start until tomorrow. i've been in orientation so far this week. about to to 3 hours each day.. wasn't too bad but i could have thought of other things to do with my time like sleeping. anyways i think thats enough for now. maybe i'll post again some time soon... although i would imagine i will begin to post alot more now that i'm up here and not always out with cortney. so cya.

doctors

well i went to the doctors the other day, talked to him about my throat and my back. i got some pills for my throat but i keep forgetting to take them i'm really bad with it. as for my back i get to go to massage therapy, haven't set up an appointment yet but i'm gonna set one up next week, cuz i really need to start going for this. i forgot to talk to him about my sleeping habits and my messed up toe. i should also talk to him about a problem that i have with my ear. anyways one week left of work. kinda wait wait to get out of here and be able to sleep in every day. plus it also means i'm gonna be getting my computer soon. and i will be living in peterborough. next week monday i have to pick up some guy from the airport. and then i have to paint the whiskey barrels and then finish the keys.. thats all i'm doing next week and thats it. everyone else will have to find someone else to do their things for them. anyways this day is slowly coming to an end. i'm leaving at 4:30 today at least i want to. my dad has a meeting at 4 with Marcus. and it shouldn't be logner then 30 mins so i should be outta here by 4:30. then i need to finish packing and pick up cortney... and also i need to still go to wal-mart to get some pants for the mystry night on saturday. sunday is shoes and cortneys coming home with me then... might be able to get home in time that we beat my parents or we leave after my parents giving us the trailer to our selfs... maybe.. anyways thats enough for now i gotta work now byebye

Still Kinda Sick

Well my throat still kinda hurts and now my lower back hurts from sports day. i made it until 1:00 pm and then my back jsut started to kill. of course i didn't give up, i played the whole day.. it was fun. of course on monday morning when i woke up i couldn't talk... my throat got worse... and i still have a bit of a horse(i think thats how you spell it) voice... the weekend was good... friday casey pissed me off just cuz he always wants to come to the trailor but gets sick of it after an hour... saturday was sports day... and a family dance.. i had to take two advils before i could go to that. then monday was horseshoes... almost won... i was with curtice, if we had won our last game we would haev come in first. we were up against the team that did win... if only we had beaten them. anywyas my car is in the shop today for the trunk problem... and then tonight i go see cortney... tomorrow i have to see the doctor about my throat and at the same time i'll talk to him abotu my toe and my back.. and maybe a diet again. then tuesday night i have to go to the movies with paige cuz its her b-day.... oh well what can you do... but thats about it for now... i noticed that when i'm happy i tend to post alot less then when i'm depressed.. anyways i'll post again when i feel like it. cya

I Feel Sick...

well the weekend was good but after sunday night my throat started to hurt. and it still hurts. i know that cortney was saying she has the same problem but i dont know if she still has it today. i just hope to god it didn't get her sick... and if she got me sick oh well, or if we got each other sick oh well, just hope that we get better soon. but the weekend was amazing... i gots to sleep with cortney all weekend long... so nice... only problem we had this weekend was jesse drinking way to much and puking all night long, and he puked in a tent and on my sleeping bag, cuz i let him and mana use it cuz the night before all their stuff got wet... and i had an extra one anyways so its not like it made to much of a difference except that now my sleeping bag has puke on it... and it really needs to be cleaned. and guess what my phone doesn't work anymore either.. i left it in the car in the heat. so now its not working, i tried to take it in to the place next door from my office but they wanted proof of purchase and of course i forgot that at home so now tonight i will go to the place were i got my phone and try and get a new one cuz i dont really want it fixed cuz there are so many things wrong with it. but i dont want to lose the ring tones on there or the games and pictures and all my contacts... i got so many new contacts since i got the phone that i dont have stored anywhere else. hopefully they can do some memory recovery thing. anyways that about it for not. i need to get back to work so i can leave soon.

so....

i've got a lot to post about but i'm just to lazy to post it so guess you'll just have to live with it.... sucks to be you...

Well Then

Well then today i go camping with cortney, mana, megan, and jesse and some other person... dont quite know how the tent situation is gonna work... and then to top it all off you ahve cortney's mom and tim coming up one day to make sure everything is ok. and probably to see if cortney and i are sleeping together. oh well guess we have to be ready for all surprises... well everything will work out i hope... casey said he'd come even without liz, but i dont really see a point and i'd kinda feel bad. cuz its a bunch of people that he never met. and he'd be staying in a tent on his own. plus we kinda need someone else there for him... and i dont know how well he would get along with corteny's friends... plus he'd want me to drink but i dont want to or have the money to. well i'll finish this later... or just not finish and then write a completely new one on monday when i get home. cya

Lock-Up

Lock-Up was good, it was better then last year, well most of it anyways. I still wish that we could have had the dance/kareoke part in the dance hall, the teen room was way to small for that. But the games and all that stuff was so much better then just the movies last year. We actually had shedualed time for movies but never got around to it. well some people watched movies but alot of people actually played the games that were planned. We did, pictionary, trivia game, sharades, and bingo... ok well the bingo wasn't the best but the other 3 were so much fun. i didn't eat to much of the food, well i tried some of robs cookie, and some of christinas rice crispy trailer and they were both pretty good. I liked the mars bars rice crispy sqaures i made but they were really rich in chocolate. the plain rice crispy sqaures i made were pretty good too, and then the sex in the pan was really good too. everyone loved it, well it was more of a hit with the chaperons. either way it was a good night. sunday i went to bed at 8am and slept till 12:30 but i was still tired as hell during the rec meeting. i only started to wake up during volleyball. after that i just went over to cortneys house and we watch master of disguise, funny movie but not as funny as bruce almighty. anyways i think tonight is a ps2 night. well i'll post again later this week before i go camping. cya

Camping

Hey been awhile since i've been on here. oh well what can you do, i've been out having a good time.. went to cortney's soccer game last night. they lsot by 1 goal.. i think the score was 4-3 or something like that.... either way after that i went home and made my mars bars rice crispy squares... and then one batch of normal rice crispy squares... hmmmm they smell so good. anyways... I'm going camping... lalalalala... with cortney and some of her friends... we wanted to go to Bon Echo but they are completely booked along with every other provincal park in ontario... so we are going to go to warsaw caves camp ground. which is fine... we go caving then... and hiking.. and swimming and canoeing and fires. and what not... hehe so excited...had the sex talk from cortneys mom and stepdad... how we just started going out and there is no reason to rush things etc... heard it all before... anyways so camping yeah, cant wait to go....

Still Going

Today i took half a day off work and when up north with cortney to a meeting at the park and then we went over to the apartment after picking casey up from a place eileen is lending us. the apartment is all riped apart... walls missing, no flooring... justt a mess of stuff. After that we went for lunch/dinner with matt at kelseys.... it was ok but i paid the bill and i better be getting paid back by casey and matt... then casey, cortney and i went to see king aurther at the galaxy cineplex... nice theater... its not uncomfortable like other theaters... all and all a good day cuz i spent it with cortney, even though the meeting was very unpreductive we just end up pushing things further and further back to another date. but thats ok... they have finally decided from going and getting everything for lock-up and prom on thursday... so that'll be a couple things out of the way.. now all thats left is the food for prom... but yeah scott has a busy week ahead of him preparing the games and what not. anyways thats enough for me.. time to turn in... cya

Excellent Mood

I'm  in just a good mood today. so full of energy, so happy. could it be cuz cortney and i are going out now. or maybe i'm losing it. either way its a good feeling... and nothing has gone wrong today.... but lets not jynx that now so knock on wood. welll i haven't had lunch yet so i'm gonna go get that now.

Heaven

This weekend kicked ass... its been so long since i've really gotten to hang out with cortney.. and we had such a good time. aww this summer is turning out to be pretty good... just got to make sure it stays that way...

Terrible

This week has been terrible. Well yesterday was terrible lets put it that way. First i get a call at 5:30am from liz telling me that the apartment in peterborough is flooding, and they are standing in a foot deep of water. So when i go to work i go and try to fill up my car, but i had no money in my account. then i leave work early so i can go up north, but i didn't go up right away, instead i went over to north china buffet with rob, and just as i get out of my car, i locked the keys in the car, and not only that but i left the car running. then when i finally do go up north, i cant get the trunk of my car closed. Then when i came home, i went over to caseys to drink... and i got really drunk and ended up puking. Noelle and casey walked me home at 4:00 am. then today at 6:30 my parents came screaming into my room asking why i came in at 4 in the morning. and at that point only after 2 and a half hours of sleep i still feel like i could be abit drunk. anyways thats my story for today.